Had a bad headache when i woke up this morning.
I don’t know what happened but absolutely i’m sick!
I think it’s a migraine but it’s hard to tell anymore, it may actually be a sinus headache.
Last night was the worst.
This morning I was trying to get it together, but after having thrown up all last night I was pretty weak.
So I called out of work, forgetting that we have off on Monday, so now I have to get a doctor’s note for missing today. Argh.
Now I have to haul myself over to the clinic…lazy.lazy.

I don’t know what’s on my mind why I created this blogs where I can express my feelings and my thoughts.
If I could somehow confine it to a few hundred topics I might be able to manage a reasonable answer to that question.
What should I say because it will kill me not to speak my mind. I just dont want to say something I may end up regretting.
While I’ve been writing this blog I’ve made many friends who have followed along and encouraged me.
I thank all of you. It’s been your kind words and thoughts that have brightened my day and helped me carry on.

Thanks…

I had very bad headache now…
I have been having a headache for some days now – started on friday.
even havin a constipation medicine doesnt seem to work.
That its, tmrw wana arrange my appointment wit my doc. cant tahan anymoreeee!!
with a bad headache and no desire to work tmrw ;-(
i dont think i can produce any good post now, i cant think. whenever i try to, it hurts….sakit lah wey!
I feel like i’m dying any moment time but I think I can make it though………

time to sleep. nite.

Its been a while since i have been tagged.It’s just Q&A anyway, so it’s no big deal. Here we go:-

1) Name of a person who made you laugh last night
1. A bunch of friends at Eddie’s bbq party…cracking up jokes, one bald dude duno wht his name..and Gabrielle Sim.
2. Mukeh…

2) What were you doing at 0800?
Still in bed hitting the snooze button. I’m having migraine.

3) What were you doing 30mnts ago?
Complaining to my friend that I didn’t have breakfast and now I’m hungry.

4) What happened to you in 2006?

1. Had break ups, one emo breakdown..And end of the 2006 I’m in love…
2. good n bad things

5) What was the last thing you said out loud?
Cant remember lah.. oh now i ingat… BODOH la u nie!!! ( then laughin like hell)
6) How many beverages did you have today?
Oni one. Nescafe.

7) What colour is your hairbrush?
Maroon in my bedroom. Brwon one in the bath room. And oh, light purple hairbrush in my handbag.

What was the last thing you paid for?
Duit cab: from KJ to Bndr Utama.

9) Where were you last night?
Bndar Utama (friends hse) came home at 2am.

10) What colour is your front door?
Of white errr gray??? Taknak tanye pintu toilet i???

11) Where do you keep your change?
Everywhere. In my handbag, on the bedside table, on the computer desk, in the drawer, on the makeup table, in my pocket. I’m very disorganised that way. Wherever I get the change, that’s where I put them.

12) What’s the weather like today?
Panas gilaa!! feelin like terjun dalam swimming pool je.

13) What’s the best ice-cream flavour?
Anything Haagen Dazs’ Chocolate. Love it! Love it! Love!

14) What excites you?
Shopping? Chocolates? errr…. so many lah

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
Noooooooooooo….

16) Are you over the age of 25?
errr hmmm think think.. Yes.

17) Do you talk a lot?
I have my moods for that too. Yes, but only with people I’m close and comfortable with.

18) Do you watch the O.C?
Yes…but I have not been watching the latest season though.
There was a time when I was crazy about that guy … can’t remember his name lah

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
Hmmm….Steven. Have to check my business cards collection lol…

20) Do you make up your own words?
Yes sumtimes…

21) Are you a jealous person?
Insanely.

22) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’
Atis Bella

23) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’
Kornelia

24) Who’s the first person on your received call list?
Eddie David

25) What does the last text message you received say?
Hey Good morning this is ur wakeup call or u still babi in bed? ha ha ha ha — from Eddie
26) Do you chew on your straw?
Nope. But I hav one fren who really gila chew d straw…

27) Do you have curly hair?
hmmm no.

28) Where’s the next place you’re going to?
I dunno. I can’t plan things till the very last minute.

29) Who’s the rudest person in your life?
cant say…

30) What was the last thing you ate?
Last night’s mushroom turkey soup and bbq beef

31) Will you get married in the future?
Inshallah…Not counting on it, but if it’s meant to be, then so be it.

32) What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
I am legend… errr so many terkejut part sheeesh!

33) Is there anyone you like right now?
There is someone, but I’m not telling.

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
This morning my coffea cup.

35) Are you currently depressed?
Very! Don’t ask.

36) Did you cry today?
Not yet ahahaha.

37) Why did you answer and post this?
Err, I dunno, saje busan busan laa. Orr maybe because I’m an obsessive questionnaire answerer????

38) Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
Do I have to?
I’ll leave this tag open, as always. Whoever wants to do it, please help yourself.

Here’s a list of a few things that may get done tomorrow on my day off:

* Laundry
* Xmas wishes
* Kemas rumah
* Goin to offc amik sum docs
* Meetin friends

Here’s a list of the things that will probably get done tomorrow:

* xmas wishes & kemas rumah

Here’s a list of the things that I would like to happen tomorrow.

* I get up at midday.
* lepakinng.
* I have breakfast at 2pm.
* smoke up.
* hav xmas dinner to attend.
* I fall asleep at about 11pm until I’m woken by the alarm to go to work the following morning.

I’ll let you know which of these lists turns out to be closest to reality.

It feels super good to be on leave..

Just came back from my kampung celebrate Raya Haji… mann im eating like hell overthere…

i am currently on leave and enjoying every minute of it. i’ve been spending my time bumming around, basically doing nothing in particular. bliss…i just feel like closing my eyes forever and be free…

Haad a pretty good retreat the last weeks. It was no doubt tiring, lasting the whole of 2 days and I had to run down to office to check this and that and even doing some work during lunch break. But it was a good experience and I did make some sort of an impact since I had a few chances to do some presentation/proposal.

I’m on leave till xmas end so there’ll be more of going out and about to celebrate xmas dinner wit sum of friends….on xmas eve.

i’m addicted to….

i’m tired…

i’m sick….

i’m mellow…

It’s the festive holiday season again and I’m back at my parents home in A.Star. Tomorrow I’m on leave start from raya haji till end of xmas!! bliss…since it’s been raining lots every day, i can’t run in the park or jalan jalan so i’ll just need to watch what i eat (esp during hari raya haji this thursday).Took leave tomorrow to make up for my lost sleep over the past few weekends and oso spend time wit my family..balik kampung celebrate Hari Raya Haji. I can’t even remember when was the last time I really slept in on a weekend. I thinks last time i spent wit my mum n sis is been like laast 3 weeks.. OMG …..

The time is flying by really fast. Sedar sedar dah ujung tahun..sheesh.

For all Muslim bloggers out there Salam Aidiladha…

Yeah bought a new cam Canon Ixus 75.
didn’t expect to get the IXUS 75.
d camera its amazing really nice pictures and really nice quality fir this little cam.
i finally got my camera!! so happy so happy so happy!! new lover, new companion lol.
After getting my new camera I went around the house taking pictures of people, things, even other pictures. Macam2 pics i amik eheh lepaskan geram.
Okay Cik Nena next gadget is MACbook black. woot woot.

Lately I just have been thinking about a lot of stuff.
I don’t know what have gone wrong but im going to find out something’s that I left unsolved.
I want to distance myself from the world.
I am going through so much right now.
I just want to sentence myself into a psycho ward.
I am feeling overwhelmed.
blink my eyes several times to remind myself…”nena r u ok??”
i dont know whether he know bout this or not.
i dropped tears of sorrow day by day…tryin to put a happy face in front of my friends…not showin my true feelings to them..