what was he thinking now?

5 11 2007


If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than it was because he was he and I was I.

Wherever you are – know I really love you. Wherever you’ve been –know I’ve been there too. Whatever you’re doing when you need a friend call me, I’ll be there just to listen to you.






Dear…

7 09 2007

I know I’m not a lot of things that you’ve gone for in the past – I know, but I would never leave you. I would never hurt you. And I will never stop loving you…





emo..nena..emo..dean..emo

5 08 2007

“But some emotions don’t make a lot of noise. It’s hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint – like a heartbeat. And pure love – why, some days it’s so quiet, you don’t even know it’s there.”

“It has been said that we need just three things in life: Something to do, Something to look forward to And someone to love.”

“Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It’s a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you’re hurt.”





Heart murmur???

25 07 2007

I know who you are. I love you. I love everything about you that hurts.
No one will ever love you as much as I do. Why isn’t love enough?
Love bores you. (me)
No, it disappoints me.(him)
(me) I hate that I’m hurting you.
(him) Then why are you?
(me) But we’re happy… Aren’t we?

blur blur blur//





But we only need one thing……

20 07 2007

Dear xnenjax,

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That’s what I hope to give you forever.

Do you think our love can make miracles?