Hmm thinking of u….

I can still,
See your face,
The lips,
I once tasted,
The eyes,
I once stared into,
The nose,
I once felt on my cheek,
When you kissed me,
I can still,
Feel you here,
Your arms around me,
Ever so gently,
Your fingers,
Teasing my neck,
And when I close my eyes,
I still feel,
Like you never said goodbye.

Punch Pants

Punch Pants

Stef’s Sketches: a blog featuring Stephane Kardos Art: sketches, illustrations and more

Stef’s Sketches: a blog featuring Stephane Kardos Art: sketches, illustrations and more

Dilemma!dilemma!dilemma!

ppl of earth…i have a dilemma (more like a problem). someone who has been with my boyfriend is still stalking him! i mean…she like, THE PAST, but she cannot see and sit put in her PRESENT status(which is the EX) and wish HIM happy with ME. the pest (thats her name now heheh..sorry girl, can`t help it) tries to ruin n poison him with bad stories bout me! damn the girl! i barely kno her (likewise)…i wish i can curse,say n spread bad things bout her too, but then, i`ll be in the same standard as her(which is lower than the lowest bacteria ever! yikess!!)sometime’s, she’ll just drop by my bf’s house n act like she has a place there (duuh..loser with a capital L on her forehead!). that makes me sick. she just ignore the fact that she has no longer a place in the house n in his heart. should i pee around the house like cat’s do (i think that she’ll do it tho hahahaha…sorry pest)..nope, don`t think so. there’s one time, she called and said that she’s outside the main gate! pscyho lah…not only that…she’s spreadin her lies to her pals as well… i ought to sue her don`t u think? i have proff anyway(hardcopy dude,try that)…well..i have good n CLEAN heart, so i don`t want to brankrupt n embarrass her la…furthermore, what do i get out of it? i think i just ignore the parasite lah, n hopefully she’ll leave me n my hunny wee alone in our paraside. what say u? what would u do if u were in my shoe?

p/s:what if i cannot tahan anymore?

anyways thanx Ms Hyda fer ur support babe!!–BANZAI– We always have such a good time when we go out rite?Wine Room? Hyda Hilton n Nena Richie cool eh tht time!! you are mental most of the time lah. but nemind then you are my coolzfriend eva. and i guess i’m mental too..hihihi yeay!!I love you babe xoxo!!!

Brrr….bored!

I don’t know why i have realized that… life isnt’ fair … but then again what is fair.. it doens’t make sense to me why things happen to me for what reason… You would think you try your hardest effort to make a difference and be a happy person , do nice things… become a better person.. but all this stuff goes down the drain… IN the end, it means nothing… nothing at all because in the end superficiality takes over… and that is all that matters…. So I am very frustrated… about how life works out in the end… I imagine applying this to the real world and all I can imagine is that when I put this much into the world…. in the end .. nothign will come out….. THE worst thing in teh world is not death.. is not fear of embarassment of farting in public…. but it is indeed disappointment… the feeling you get twhen try so hard… and then your are let down by yourself….. Of course everybody always says you can build up… and try again… but it makes you wonder… what actually is trying hard or making an effort is all about.. BECUASE IT DOENST” MEan anything… I AM FUCKIN PISSEDd at life… but I dont’ want to tell anybody because I dont’ want condolences…. from anybody because it my own problem that I am so competitive, that I can’t take loses and that I’m not… a good enough person.